Hey y’all! I hope everyone is going great! I officially passed my film exams and now I just wait until graduation!
So, the other day I was thinking about what ‘rules’ or ‘thoughts’ I have that are super helpful to me when it comes to feeling more confident, feeling less down or just general things that make my life more bright. Maybe the word ‘rules’ isn’t the right word but we’re just gonna go with it.
The closer I get to graduation the more I start to think about ‘next year.’ I feel like I only talk about ‘next year’ when I mention the future, as if this one year is all I’m gonna get haha. Let’s hope that’s not true. But there’s this thing that keeps me up at night, this thing that keeps popping up inside my head. This thing I want each and everyone of you to realise as much as I do.
That it’s up to you. No matter the situation you are in, no matter what kind of new life you’re about to enter, no matter the context… it’s always up to you.
I’ve been feeling a lot better lately, finally, after 3 or 4 months the air seems to clear up a little. I’ve been much more energetic and the last few days I’ve been staying up in the evening in stead of going straight to bed after work. Let’s keep up with this! Also, thanks to everyone who supported me by writing sweet messages on the blog and on Instagram! I appreciate it so much!
I want everybody to know that’s it’s human nature to experience ups and downs and there is nothing ‘weak’ about sharing them and facing them. It’s not always rainbows and butterflies and that’s okay. You don’t have to put on your fake smile if you actually feel like hiding in your sweater while going grocery shopping. Remember that!
I’m back at it again with… a new blogpost! 😉 So, lately I’ve been extremely busy, way to busy actually because it’s just now that I find the time to write you guys. I’m sitting on my bed with my fourth cup of tea this evening and I stayed home from school all day just to work on my projects and keep up with all my assignments. So now, I can finally rest and have a chat.
I’m about to leave for Salt Lake City in 4 days. Plus, tomorrow, the 22nd of July, is my birthday. I’m turning 21! Just a quick update!
I’ve got to say that, eventhough I’m already a week in my summerholiday, I’m not quite ‘detoxed’ from the workvibes. It always takes a while for me to really let go of the passed year. Tips are very welcome!
Allright, for some of us – I can’t imagine it though – the summerholiday feels way to long and these people just don’t know what to do with their time. They get bored easily and end up sitting in front of the TV. That’s completely fine if you love watching TV, but if you’re just doing it because you are bored things need a little shake up.
So, the other day I was writing some music while playing my guitar in the back of the house. It had been raining all week but the sun had finally seemed to show up. The world instantly looked prettier and I felt even more into the music while the room filled itself with warm, orange rays of sunlight. I’ve realized it before but on moments like that I am even more happy that I am able to play an instrument, so I can express myself musically.